"Work without Hope draws nectar in a sieve,
And Hope without an object cannot live".

Sums up my life these days.

Days leading into endless days staring at the white walls of the library. Seeing the same morose faces everyday, drawn into frowns by thickets of text and mind-numbing numbers.

I literally lost it the other day. Came home after a looonggg day in the library and started ranting and raving and almost screaming. So Sanah and I went out for shisha to calm our nerves. And then yesterday was her turn to lose it. So back we traipsed for more shisha. Yeap we're shisha junkies. :P

And then today instead of feeling guilty and working our asses off to make up, we headed to town for fish n chips in a pub and then chilled in Starbucks before we could finally muster up the courage to head back to that infernal hellhole.

Bleh. I'm sure I didn't feel this claustrophobic this soon last year! And for God's sake someone give me a job for the summer!

But then there's sooooo much more going on this year. Boys suck. Nuff said. :(((((((

Soooooo confusingggggggggggg!!

Why why why can't it be easy? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

I need a vacation. I need a job. I need a life. Someone please tell me what the hell I'm doing here.